I need a guitar

I don't know how to live,

with all the worries that swallow me up whole.

How am I to live, 

with thoughts of the sufferings that never leave me alone.

Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you. 

- 1 Peter 5:7

21 Jump Street

These guys are crazy.

Just taking a break.

Anastasia

I just never thought I would watch it again.

This movie was so so long ago, all I remember was the song and how I was afraid of the movie because some of the scary scenes in it. Today, I've finally had the chance to watch it! It definitely reminded me of my friend, Amos, who absolutely like that movie a lot. One of the childhood movies of our generation.

"Far away, long ago
things I yern to remember
and a song someone sings
Once upon a December."

New Year's Eve

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Love turns the whole thing around. - John Mayer

I like how it seems like there's a connection between everyone in this movie.
Just somehow, our lives are all related. 
Every time you look at or even think of a face, 
hidden behind it there is a story,
everyone has a story,
what's yours?

The Vow

Life is unpredictable.

Now and then, 

you'll never know when the turning point is gonna be.
Will you be ready to accept it?

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The Perks of being a Wallflower

It's just a movie, that makes you wonder deeper about life.
Well, almost all movies does that huh?

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How stories or events that happened in your life shapes you.

It doesn't define you, it shapes you,

always shaping, always changing.

But also taking bits and pieces of what's left along with us,

not ever abandoning yourself.

It's a beautiful movie.

Friendship. Love. Life. Change.

Being noticed when you're invisible.

You breathe again.

Infinite.

Awesome.

God surprises me, every single day. 

Interesting how the things that's been running in your mind lately, appears right in front of you, by chance or by fate?

It was my first ever Gospel Choir concert! It was amazing and it felt so so good! It seriously was like a worship/concert. Audiences were like performers too, we clapped, we sang, we danced, we cheered, we worshipped, just devoting ourselves to God for how awesome He is.

I've been thinking a lot on what to do with my major if I were to seriously hold on to it.

So during the break, I got a chance to have a conversation with a friend of mine who was sitting next to me, Sarah. She's really a very nice person. We were having like the usual conversations, then she brought up about my decision on my major. I told her I didn't know what I would do about it and then the advices that she gave me were really helpful. 

What really inspired me was when she told me about how she just allowed God to just take over her life and lead the way for her. Although, the pay she gets/got from her job is not a lot, but it is enough, and the job that she does/did is just what she enjoys. Despite not being wealthy with money, she feels/felt wealthy with all the experience that she gained from it. 

The conversation with Nathan was also another inspiring one. Like when in fear or facing a difficult situation, and we don't know what to do or how to react, all we need is to just seek for God at that moment, pray and talk to him. 

His story was how he did his major for 3 years but decided to change it on his fourth year. He let God took over his life, letting Him to decide the path and the calling that is given to him. It was so inspiring to hear such story as I couldn't imagine the courage and faith one must have to just fight that uncertainty of starting off anew again. 

Another thing is I've been considering whether to live in or out of campus for my sophomore year. This topic has been going on for these couple of weeks. I was beginning to lean towards living in campus as I felt it was more convenient (despite the price) and also because I don't know how to look for an apartment out of campus, the details that I should know, those kind of stuffs. I don't even know if I am able to live out of campus. Girl here got loads to learn.

Guess what came up at dinner just now? A friend of mine, whom I'm not really close to, this was only the second time we chatted with each other, and she asked if I'll be interested in moving in to her place next year and apparently her roommate was there with her too. So we got a chat about how their place is, blablabla. Now, I'm back on the three choices. Ha. 

You are awesome.