Your arms around me

They will never fail me, 

no matter how far the distance,

I will make it.

I know.

Seeing A Merry Car

One of the classes I am taking now requires us to watch three theatre performances that are held in our school. So, today it was my first one to watch! And the thing is, I'm going all three by myself! I have always wondered how is it like going for a movie or a concert or even a performance alone. Now, after experiencing it, it's not that bad. It's like, it doesn't matter at all!

I was so tired by the time it was the second half. My brain was blank by then, nothing from the stage could enter my head. My mind was just dulled and dazed. It's like the blank moments you have when there's really good music playing? Yeah, it was like a dream. You feel yourself drift away with the music, but I'm pretty sure the show was really good if a person knows how to admire it.

Leaving the door open

Classes has begun. So far so good. I mean, I'm grateful that I'm learning.

Leaving my door open, I get to hear someone singing in her room so soulfully as her voice travels to my door. Something to enjoy while facing this screen whole day.

Little hope

Change. That's all I want and need right now.

Change is constant, but it depends.

Every train has its destination

I'm here.

I have left home, flew a total of nearly 20 hours flight, just to be here. The beginning a whole new journey. Of course I'm missing home. Although the home where my heart lays is far far away, this is home to me too. Leaving, was not hard. In fact, I thought I would tear up or even have the dread to leave, but no, all I wanted was to get on the flight, and go. GO GO GO. 

I won't lie, I did not sleep the night before my flight, which was 6 in the morning. Everything was too rush, I had to get my things done. Well, I did finish my main goal, but argh, there are still so much that are still left undone. So I guess it's all my fault too, always playing this game in my life, The Last Minute game. Ha, seriously, I love the game so much that I always don't care the consequences I'll get. 

My classmates sent me off that day. I was so moved to see so many of them there. Although I told them not to, no matter how much I know they would still come. I just felt so loved from my loved ones and I guess it's great cause that was the last memory I had with them before my departure. The gift they gave me was amazing. The first word that comes into my mind when I think of the book is 'Love'. This book tells me that we must believe that there are always friends out there that love and care for us.

Well, I guess I'm in a different place now. School begins next week and my roommate has contacted me and she seems like a really nice person. I really don't know what's to come but I will find my path and walk through it with faith wherever it leads me. 

From the clouds

Jack Johnson's music has been swirling around my life for the past few month, and yes it has become part of my life! The lyrics of his songs makes me smile sometimes, it makes you realize how similar lives can be among us all.

Cupcake

And so, the best part of my high school year just ended, staying through these eight months of school was just for this event. I guess, it was worth it? All I know is I wouldn't lie in my own face and say 'IT WAS THE BEST TRIP EVER' cause I had the best before and until now, I still know it was the best.

This time the trip felt slightly less extraordinary, I guess it's cause I cared less than I once had?
Alright, better NOT dwell in the less-happy side of the whole thing.

I'll be leaving in another two weeks. Well, looking forward to!

Today, please

I'm beat. After days of sleepless nights, it's all finally creeping in to me. My soul is tired. I never did realize that all this while I've let myself dwell into dreams that just got deeper and deeper. Now when it all comes back to me, Lost. I've always that we should live life freely. As free as we can, but I believe that I've freed myself from so much, leaving me nothing at all to hold on to.


Is it?

Lady in Spain

Bubbles of life

We're different, yet the same. Aren't we?

It's amazing how the lives of people around you can just move you and make you realise things that you've never noticed or thought before.

We had joy, we had fun

Just had a grrrreat trip to Labuan the other day with the volleyball team. Finally, the last year of my high school, I get to join beach volleyball for the second time! So grateful that we had that opportunity. Although we could have done better, but the journey there was unforgettable. I will miss them loads, cause it was probably my last volleyball trip before I leave. 

I love my life.