Back on foot

It's been so long. 

So much to tell, but I just couldn't put it down on the keyboard.


School - I've finally gotten back to reality, I'd always think that going for competitions (missing school lessons) are just a way for me to live in the dream a little longer. Every time when it ends, it always end up leaving me feeling blank : What to do? Where to begin with? I felt so hard to concentrate during classes, always wondering what's the point of being here, my thoughts wandering around, it's like I'm there, but I'm not. Thank God, now I'm back on track, though slowly, but I guess I'll make it? 


A little faith and optimism should help, right?