Dr. Cristina Yang

She,

has played such an inspiring role, 
in the show, and in my life. 

Bold, confident, impenetrable.

She has shown me that it is O.K. 
to hold it all in sometimes,
but times of letting go is a necessary part too. 

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Do what you love, love what you do

love so amazing

I love love. 

I am so grateful to have the chance to meet people,
kind, caring, patient, open and accepting.
I am gratified to have a group of friends 
ambitious, empowering, and loving. 
They keep me going. 

And also nature, 
beautiful, majestic,
and filled with wonders.
It keeps me going. 

I love that we're all connected some way somehow. 

It lives. We live. 

break or blend

For the past few weeks, I've actually got bothered by the little things around me. 

I just feel so trapped in a system,
social norms for instance, what you ought or expected to do, or not to,
the feeling which you don't feel like you're in control of your very own life,
I mean I'm not saying that I like to be in control,
because He runs the game,
even though I must admit that sometimes I do want to be in control,
but it's just that feeling,
that leaves you feeling like there is no other way,
you must do this, or you must listen to what he or she say,
or else you can't move forward. 

There's this force,
just pushing me to a direction that I don't intend to go,
that's what's bothering me,
I am bothered by myself,
I feel like it's all in me, 
right?

How we end up here or there,
in the end,
it all comes down to our decisions,
whether we want to go with the flow, 
the flow of current that will lead you somewhere that you don't intend to be,
somewhere you could have avoided,
or,
to wreck that force that's holding us back,
trying, hoping and believing,
once again. 

Be brave, 

be kind.

Hello, 2014.

"The seasons always change  

And life will find a way"

Somehow I feel like I've creeped into this new year, 
unaware that it is already twenty-fourteen, 
even though ironically, I went for the NYE countdown at Grand Park L.A,
counting down those last 10s, I felt nothing, indifferent in fact, 
felt like it was just another day. 
Why not countdown every day.


Oh well, cheers all, to life.