Awesome.

God surprises me, every single day. 

Interesting how the things that's been running in your mind lately, appears right in front of you, by chance or by fate?

It was my first ever Gospel Choir concert! It was amazing and it felt so so good! It seriously was like a worship/concert. Audiences were like performers too, we clapped, we sang, we danced, we cheered, we worshipped, just devoting ourselves to God for how awesome He is.

I've been thinking a lot on what to do with my major if I were to seriously hold on to it.

So during the break, I got a chance to have a conversation with a friend of mine who was sitting next to me, Sarah. She's really a very nice person. We were having like the usual conversations, then she brought up about my decision on my major. I told her I didn't know what I would do about it and then the advices that she gave me were really helpful. 

What really inspired me was when she told me about how she just allowed God to just take over her life and lead the way for her. Although, the pay she gets/got from her job is not a lot, but it is enough, and the job that she does/did is just what she enjoys. Despite not being wealthy with money, she feels/felt wealthy with all the experience that she gained from it. 

The conversation with Nathan was also another inspiring one. Like when in fear or facing a difficult situation, and we don't know what to do or how to react, all we need is to just seek for God at that moment, pray and talk to him. 

His story was how he did his major for 3 years but decided to change it on his fourth year. He let God took over his life, letting Him to decide the path and the calling that is given to him. It was so inspiring to hear such story as I couldn't imagine the courage and faith one must have to just fight that uncertainty of starting off anew again. 

Another thing is I've been considering whether to live in or out of campus for my sophomore year. This topic has been going on for these couple of weeks. I was beginning to lean towards living in campus as I felt it was more convenient (despite the price) and also because I don't know how to look for an apartment out of campus, the details that I should know, those kind of stuffs. I don't even know if I am able to live out of campus. Girl here got loads to learn.

Guess what came up at dinner just now? A friend of mine, whom I'm not really close to, this was only the second time we chatted with each other, and she asked if I'll be interested in moving in to her place next year and apparently her roommate was there with her too. So we got a chat about how their place is, blablabla. Now, I'm back on the three choices. Ha. 

You are awesome.