A step backward, A step forward

Last night, I finally had the courage to search up for the volleyball try outs. I know it will not be easy to get in the teams, but I thought it was worth a try. I have been having doubts of myself for the past few weeks, cause I have no idea how it would be like here. I guess that this is so new to me, that I have to go give it a try? What I've found out was that the last day of try outs is tomorrow night. Thinking about it suffocates me, the fear, excitement...

Oh God, should I take the chance?